imfeelingalloutomyelement

hello
i hate exams.
i sound like an annoying brat in all these posts. i guess thats what i am.
im such a hater, i hate myself! lol!
i hate exams its impending doom.
sometimes i say words i don't even know that i know.
jake and amir.
great time to discover internet sketchs
i hate physics/everyone.


* i can make it through the rain - _- *

you don't know me at all

we had the YWCA movie night tonite.
well actually just us in a swweet lecture hall watching a movie with popcorn.
the movie was pretty good. men suck. honestly. they were all such pervs. and my depresing love article about love. or lack therof. i went to breakfast club back today. thursday are much better without russ. adrianna and isabella still remembered us. and i herd horror stories about them.
i am feeling very hateful right now. i dont know if hate is the right word. its not that intese. just annoyed and frustrated. i wish i could control everyone.

thiss shitt is making me tireddddddddd, ima gonna go out in styleee (8)

back to reality

wow
that bored i decided to post.
almost slept in.
theres a cute brown guy in my physics class. i tried to follow him but ended up slipping and falling.
first time. i slipped this winter. quite sad. and emberassing.
then i went to the gym for step and slide. and it was fun but then i felt really sick and felt like puking so i had to run out.
after i ran out- i couldnt find my key for the lock in the locker. panicked
then found it.
i feeeeeeeeeel sick :(
and i just want to lie in bed

ugh

i hate the holidays. i just like the idea of them. they are so dreadfully boring. esp right now. i want to be in my room in hamilton studying for a midterm. how sad is that?
i finished the stupid twilight books.
they are indeed stupid and renesmee speaks for herself.

poker face

today was a snowstorm. about 15 cm of snow came down. and i had to shovel. with my sis. and there were those automatic shovel car thingys rite next to us. grrr. i finished reading twilight and new moon. i guess i do like edward because i was so bored with jacobs presence in new moon. I am bored right now. which is why i am updating. spending too much time in my room. i should be out there falling, cliff diving- doing all things reckless in hopes of a vampire/werewolf noticing me.. if only I had that crooked smile of Edwards. o bella. you are so cool!(NOT!) me christine karim and my sis had one our 4 ways again. not that interesting as the topic was university and somehow lead into greatest weaknesess. miguel= mccail. ahh poor kid. i wonder what christine did to him when they were left alone in the convo... even more poor kid. i pity the foo' thats alone with christine in a chat room.. she did wanna see his photo... apparently wanted to put a face to his voice...hmmm... hope hes alrite! amoxicillin.

i should tell you

home for the holidays. yipee. except that i spend all of yday in the hosp. i hate going to hospitals. its full of stress and tenseness. to me at least, but what situation to me isn't? i think i may have anxiety disorder. dr.day posted up the exam averages and 30 percent of the class got an A! thats pretty good for dr.days class. he is going to be posting up individauls marks tomm. and marks on mugsi go up today but i cant get it in. I wannnaaaaaaa know!!!

its snowing out. but i don't like it here. i was so happy when it snowed in hamilton but then again i didn't have to drive in hamilton. i just realize the annoyance of snow more here. and i don't care about the benefits.

i am reading twilight. i don't i think i expected this huge dramatic love story that will draw you in. it wasn't. like it was just like the movie. the movies was pretty good in relation to the book. Usually the movies sucks exponentially in relation to the book but the suckyness factor for the movie was not bad, considering the suckyness of the book, if ya know what i mean.

Like all I get from the book (only half done), is that Edward is obsessed with Bella. Kinda reminds me of Spencer from the Hills. Funny my 6 year old cousin is reading Twilight and was surprised when i told him that it was a love story and that Edward was a vampire. Cutie. Also, my 11 year cousin has a blog! He uses wordpress and his first post was a shout out to his fans! What fans may I ask? He posts up tips for gaming sites? This is the cousin that wants to be a meteorologist and is damn good at it. He even knew about tornado's and hurricanes and cold fronts! natural disaster would have been a breeze for him.. so random though.. who wants to become a meteorologists when they are kids and actually takes it seriously enough to research it? I loved his quote " Grade 5 is getting really complex" hahahahahhaha
I guess the fact that Edward is this big, strong and powerful vampire but he becomes so weak with Bella makes him the perfect man. I don't really see it that way- I mean I did find some of the things he did nice but I wasn't really captured by it. I guess if I read the book alone, without any bias going into it it would be different but as on now- I find him an obsessed freak .

get well soon, christine!

Precession of the equinoxes

DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
for now
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